i'm a gangsta' but ch'all knew that.

i'm boring

2006-06-05T03:11:44Z

3 YEARS AGO TODAY:

How old were you?: 14

What grade year were you in?: eight

Where did you go to school?: admiral collingwood

Where did you work?: Don Cherry's

Where did you live?: Collingwood

How was your hair style?: Medium length, shitty light brown

Did you wear braces?: nope

Did you wear glasses?: mm hmm

Who was your best friend? Natalie Hastings, Kelly Burrow and Tony Rowlingson

Who was your boyfriend/girlfriend: Jamie Dawson

Who was your celebrity crush?: um, probably Davey Havok

Who was your regular-person crush?: Jamie Dawson

How many tattoos did you have?: notta

How many piercings did you have?: my ears

What car did you drive? too young

What was your favorite band/group?: afi, dashboard confessionals and saves the day

What was your worst fear?: snakes

Had you smoked a cigarette yet?: nope

Had you gotten drunk or high yet?: too many times

Had you driven yet?: with my mom on a country side-road.

Had you been to a real party yet?: sort of.

Had your heart broken?: nope

Had broken someones heart?: probably.

WHAT YOU ARE NOW:

How old are you?: 17

What grade are you in?: Eleven

Where do you go to school?: Jean Vanier

Where do you work?: Centennial Pool/Collingwood Cinema 4

Where do you live? Collingwood.

Where do you hang out?: Friends, Home, Boyfriends

How is your hair style?: Short, Choppy, Dark, Nerdy.

Do you have braces?: Naw.

Do you wear glasses?: still...

Who is your best friend?: still Natalie Hastings, although a little distant at times, Kelly Burrow, Tony Rowlingson and David Figueroa.

Still talk to any of your old friends?: yeah, sometimes. I'm friends with most of the same people.

Who is you bf/gf?: David Andrew Figueroa. mmmmm.

Who is your celebrity crush?: Vincent Gallo, Johnny Depp, Jude Law.

Who is your regular-person crush: my boyyyyyfriend

How many piercings have you had?: bellybutton and ears.

How many tattoos?: soon enough

What kind of car do you have? A 1992 Fire-engine red, Plymouth Voyager Family Van

What is your favorite singer/group?: Ladies and Gentlemen (small sins), Of Montreal, Aids Wolf, etc,etc.

What is your biggest fear?: still snakes, amputation, cults.

Have you smoked a cigarette yet?: won't ever

Have you gotten drunk or high?: on many an occasion

Have you been to a real party?: mm hmm

Has your heart been broken?: sort of.

Have you broken someones heart?: yeah, big time.

wow.

2006-06-02T03:09:22Z

this song has been really affecting me all day.
it really hits home, and is so beautiful. I think i'll continue to listen to it on repeat for the next couple hours.
I love you all. Hope everyone is well, and please read this masterpiece.

I've Been Down To Georgia,
I've Seen The Streets In The West,
I've Driven Down The 90
Hell, I've Seen Americas best
I've Been Through The Rockies
I've Seen Saskatoon
I've Driven Down The Highway ONE
Just Hoping That I'd See You Soon

Cuz I'm Comin Home
I'm Comin Home x6

I've Never Been To Alaska
But I Can Tell You This
I've Been To Lincoln Nebraska
And Hell You Know It Ain't Worth Shit
I've Been Through Nova Scotia
Sydney To Halifax
I'll Never Take Any Pictures
Cuz I'll Know I'll just be Right Back

Cuz I'm Comin Home
I'm Comin Home x6

I've Seen A Palace In London
I've Seen A Castle In Wales
But I'd Rather Wake Up Beside You
And Breathe That Old Familiar Smell
I Never Thought You Could Leave Me
I Figured I Was The One
I Understand Your Sadness
So I Guess I Should Just Hold My Tongue

But I'm Comin Home
I'm Comin Home x6

I Know That We're Taking Chances
You Told Me Life Was A Risk
I Just Have One Last Question
Will It Be My Heart
Or Will It Be His

Comin Home
I'm Comin Home x6

another survey

2006-05-30T20:56:56Z

I'm in a survey mood, sorry guys.

1.) Put your music player on shuffle

2.) Press forward for each question.

3.) Use the song title as the answer to the question.

1.) How am I feeling today?
Wonderwall [Oasis]

2.) Where will I get Married?
Everybody knows this is no fair [TW Walsh]

3.) What is my best friend's theme song?
Rockin the Suburbs [Ben Folds 5]

4.) What is/was highschool like?
A Long December [Counting Crows]

5.) What is the best thing about me?
Work it [Missy Elliot]

6.) How is today going to be?
Who's got the crack [Moldy Peaches]

7.) What is in store for this weekend?
A Plain Morning [Dashboard Confessionals]

8.) What song describes my parents?
Polaroids of Polar Bears [Alexisonfire]

9.) How is my life going?
the fix [Minus The Bear]

10.) What song will they play at my funeral?
swallowed [Bush]

11.) How does the world see me?
AA XXX [Peaches]

12.) What do my friends really think of me?
Nothing Gets Crossed Out [Bright Eyes]

13.) Do people secretly lust after me?
I believe in a thing called love [The Darkness]

14.) How can I make myself happy?
Playgirl [ladytron]

15.) What should I do with my life?
Easy Way Out [Elliot Smith] (damn)

16.) Will I ever have children?
Date With the Night [Yeah Yeah Yeah's]

17.) What is some good advice?
Jesus Loves Me [CoCo Rosie]

18.) What do I think my current theme song is?
Freakish [Saves The Day]

19.) What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
Still True [Feist]

20.) What type of men/women do you like?
Hot Rod [Peaches]

21.) Will you get married?:
The sound of settling [Death Cab For Cutie]

22.) What should I do with my love life?
Say It Ain't So {Weezer]

24.) Where will you live?
Fake French [Le Tigre]

25.) What will your dying words be?
2 and 2=5 [Radiohead]

i found it witty.

2006-05-30T20:46:30Z

1. YOUR ROCK STAR NAME: (middle name/ street you live on)
Helene Lockhart

2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME: (grandfather/grandmother on your dad's side, your favorite candy)
Marie Starburst (uhhh)

3. YOUR "FLY GIRL/GUY" NAME: (first initial of first name, first two or three letters of your last name)
M-Hil

4. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color, favorite animal)
Teal Panda (uhhh)

5. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, city where you were born)
Helene Collingwood

6. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (first 3 letters of your last name, last 3 letters of mother's maiden name, first 3 letters of your pet's name)
Hilbrimil

7. JEDI NAME: (middle name spelled backwards, your mom's maiden name spelled backwards)
Eneleh Wortsib

8. PORN STAR NAME: (first pet, street you grew up on)
Charlie Ceader

9. SUPERHERO NAME: ("The", your favorite color, the automobile you or your parents drive)
The Teal Escort hahahaha

49, Just made the cut.

2006-02-27T19:58:23Z

Apparently, if you have more then 49 it means you're spoiled. . .

[x] A cell phone
[x] a hair straightener
[ ] your own computer
[x]your own car
[x] good grades
[ ] chanel sunglasses
[ ] burberry purse
[x] A boyfriend/girlfriend -
[x] a curling iron -
[] every fall out boy cd
[x] something from american eagle
[ ] something from abercrombie
[ ] something from hot topic
[x] a pet
[x] some type of trophy/award
[ ] Queen size bed
[x] an ipod
[ ] a jersey from a professional team
[x] more than $50 in my purse/wallet
[x] a radio/cd player
[ ]Monster,Full Throttle,Amp,Etc. In Your Fridge
[ ] something related to green day
[ ] xanga
[x] myspace
[x] make-up
[ ] a desk in your room
[ ] a hill in your backyard
[ ] DDR
[x] a pair of skis or snowboard
[x] alarm clock
[x] a pair of ice skates
[x] rollerblades
[ ] treadmill
[x] your own phone line (not including cell phone)
[x] AIM
[ ] Yahoo!
[x] MSN
[ ] ICQ
[ ] perfume/cologne
[x] lotion
[x] necklaces & bracelets & earrings
[x]a journal/diary
[x]toothbrush
[ ] peaches in your fridge
[ ] x's in your screename
[x] a birthday in february
[ ] a famous relative
[x]a relative that lives in a different state
[x] a disowned relative
[ ] an electric scooter well a petrol one
[x-sort of] your own bathroom
[ ] your own band
[x] any rock band shirts
[ ] gamecube
[x] a guitar
[ ] a hammock -
[ ] a basketball hoop
[ ] a soccer net
[x] a bike
[x] a mini van
[ ] a relative that lives in Florida
[ ] a V.C Andrews book
[x] a friend who does alcohol/drugs/smokes
[ ] bad grades
[x] a locker at school
[ ] a baby
[ ] a pet chimpanzee
[x] sparkly blue nail polish
[ ] a "vote for pedro" tshirt/hoody (wristband)
[x] watched the movie "the 40 year old virgin"
[ ] a pool table
[ ] swimming pool
[ ] Trampoline
[x] livejournal
[x] flip flops
[] NFL madden
[ ] the sims
[ ] a ping pong table -
[ ] air hockey table -
[x] a basement
[ ] converse
[x] construction paper
[x] markers, crayons, etc.
[x] coloring books
[ ] a nice singing voice
[ ] XBOX
[ ] PS2
[ ] rose red movie
[x] wife beaters
[x] VCR/DVD
[x] a mom or a dad
[] an older brother(s)
[] a younger brother(s)
[] an older sister(s)
[] a younger sister(s)
[x] a sled
[x] a lake/pond near my house
[x] friends

I guess this is supposed to be how girly i am?

2006-02-12T21:46:23Z

[ ] my fingernails/toenails are almost always painted
[ ] during the summer pretty much the only shoes i wear are flip flops
[ ] the only reason i go to school is for the boys!! duhh!
[ ] my favorite toy as a child were barbies and dolls
[ ] my favorite color is pink
[x] when i was young i danced ballet
[x] i love skirts
[ ] hollister is my favorite place to shop
[ ] i love white chocolate
[ ] i've never had a real job
[x] my hair is straightened and worn down like every day
[x] i have at least 8 myspace pictures
[x] i usually go shopping once a week(Thrift, doesn't count)
[ ] i love to hang out at the mall with friends
[ ] i have a real diamond ring or diamond earrings
[ ] i've had at least 10 boyfriends
[x] i've gone to a tanning salon
[ ] i go to the beach to tan - not to swim
[x] i have atleast 10 pairs of shoes that i wear
[ ] i watch the OC
[x] i flirt.
[ ] i change my icon weekly
[ ] i would NEVER step foot into Hot Topic
[ ] my cell phone might as well become a part of me
[ ] wear eye liner, mascara, and cover up everyday
[x] bathing suits are adorable!(They can be, i'm not gunna lie)
[ ] i dont know the difference between a sheep and a goat
[x] big sunglasses are hott (If they're old)
[x] i have gotten my nails done
[ ] i own over 10 purses
[ ] MTV is my favorite channel
[ ]all i want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys, boys and more boys!
[ ] i love to have other girls do my hair and make-up
[x] i love to give and recieve hugs
[ ] i hate bugs
[ ] carnivals are very fun
[x] summer is THE best season
[ ] i am self conscious
[x] i cry often
[ ] i HATE to run
[ ] i squeal when i am suprised or angry
[x] i dance all the time
[ ] i usually spend over an hour to get ready to leave my house
[ ] i only have like 5 billion hair products
[x] i love to get dressed up costume box styles
[ ] every part of my outfit needs to match
[ ] i talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends
[ ] i would love to have a photo shoot of myself
[ ] price on clothes hardly matters
[x] i apply lip gloss 100 times a day(Lip Chap)
[ ] i wish i was a model, or looked like one
[ ]i wish i could meet Paris Hilton
[ ] i have been something that was semi slutty on halloween
[ ] i own Uggs
[ ] Hip Hop is the best music
[x] i pop my collar
[ ] i like to be the center of attention
[x] guys with mohawks are hot (sometimes)
[ ] horses are beautiful but i would never ride one
[ ] i'd rather not pay attention in school - i'd rather talk
[x] i've gotten detention for talking
[x] cats are adorable
[ ] tall dark and handsome are the only guys i look for
[ ] Old Navy is like a K-Mart
[ ] i write poems or my own music
[x] i love it when a guy wears good smelling cologne
[x] i can get very jealous
[x] i would love to visit Hawaii
[ ] Valentines day is so cute!
[ ] i wouldn't be caught dead in all black
[ ] my closet is STOCK FULL of clothes
[ ] i hate the grunge look of a beard - must be clean cut
[ ]i love to read gossip magazines
[ ] i love to gossip!
[ ] my friends and i are in a strict group. we mostly only hang out with each other
[ ] i kiss and tell!
[x] old ladies are adorable
[x] i LOVE kids
[ ] i'm all about being vegitarian
[ ] i refuse to eat at McDonalds
[x] i check my myspace everyday
[x] i LOVE life!
[x] i have a lot of jewlery!
[x] claires has cheap jewlery!
[ ] my screen names have x's in them
[ ] either one of my myspace names has <3's in them
[ ] i love doing yoga

love.

2005-12-27T05:36:51Z

Just because I don't say anything
Doesn't mean I don't like you.
I open my mouth and I try and i try
But no words come out.

Without 40 ounces of social skills
I'm just an ass in the crack of humanity.
I'm just a huge manitee.
A huge manitee.

And besides you're probably holding hands
With some skinny, pretty girl that likes to
Talk about bands, and
All I wanna do is ride bikes with you
And stay up late and watch cartoons.

Duck Tales, shirt tails, Talespin, Sailor Moon, GI Joe, Robotech, Ron Jeremy, Schmoo.

I wanna watch cartons with you.
Josie and the Pussycats and Scooby Do,
I want you to watch cartoons with me.
He-man, Voltron and Hong-Kong-Fui

I tried to ask you to your face,
But no words came out.
I put on my hood and walked away.
That doosn't mean I don't like you.

And besides you're probably holding hands
With some skinny, pretty girl that likes to
Talk about bands, and
All I wanna do is ride bikes with you
And stay up late and maybe spoon.

Just becase I dont say anything
Doesn't mean I dont like you, no.
I opened my mouth and i tried and i tried.

And besides you're probably holding hands
With some skiny, pretty girl that likes to
Talk about bands and
All I wanna do is ride bikes with you
And stay up late and maybe spoon.

I'm just your average Thundercats ho.

melexxx @ 2005-12-21T13:41:00

2005-12-21T17:49:01Z

Mark with an X the things that are true, be TOTALLY honest

Appearance

[x] I am shorter than 5'6.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance. (sometimes)
[ ] I've had/have braces.
[x] wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 percent safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings.
[x] I have piercings in places besides my ears. (my nose... pervs)
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life

[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work

[x] I'm in school.
[x] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[ ] I've missed a week or more of school.
[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years. [dean's list]
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[x] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired.

Embarrassment

[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something
[x] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[x] I've had my pants rip/drop in public

Health

[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x] I've gotten stitches.
[x] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling

[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[x] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[x] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan
[ ] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[x] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences

[ ] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[x] I've been Skiing
[x] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from the internet.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[x] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten Sushi.
[x] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships

[ ] I'm single.
[x] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've cheated in a relationship.
[ ] I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.

Honesty/Crime

[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[x] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.
[x] I've shoplifted.

Death and Suicide

[ ] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[x] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism

[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[x] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[x] I own something from American Eagle.

Random

[ ] I can sing well
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[x] I don't kill bugs.
[ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse ocasionally.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[x] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone. (it's from Alice In Wonderland, I couldn't refuse!!)
[x] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair
[x] I have "x"s in my screen name
[x] I love being neat
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[x] I bake well.
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[x] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I love white chocolate
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[x] I'm good at remembering names
[x] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

[x] My answers are totally honest

melexxx @ 2005-12-08T12:14:00

2005-12-08T17:42:44Z

1) Was 2005 a good year for you? Not bad.

2) What was your favorite moment of the year? tough call. England/Scotland was amazing or CCP

3) What was your least favorite moment of the year? September.

4) Where were you when 2005 began? Enduring a long, long walk home.

5) Who were you with? nat, rosie, hillary and casey?

6) Where will you be when 2005 ends? Hopefully drunk, and falling down.

7) Who will you be with when 2005 ends? Good friends.

8) Did you keep your new years resolution of 2005? I forgot it. ha!

9) Do you have a new years resolution for 2006? Not really.

10) Did you fall in love in 2005? Sort of.

11) If yes, with who? Um.

12) If yes, do they know? yeaaah.

13) Are you still in love with them? Um.

14) Do you regret it? Regrets are for suckas.

15) Did you breakup with anyone in 2005? Yep, well mututally.

16) Did you make any new friends in 2005? I did indeed

17) Who are your favorite new friends? um...i dont know

18) What was your favorite month of 2005? March, July, October.

19) Did you travel outside of the US in 2005? England/Scotland

20) How many different states did you travel to in 2005? nadda.

21) Did you lose anybody close to you in 2005? no.

22) Did you miss anybody in the past year? so much.

23) What was your favorite movie that you saw in 2005? wedding crashers probably.

24) What was your favorite song from 2005? no idear.

25) What was your favorite record from 2005? see above.

26) How many concerts did you see in 2005? quite a few.

27) Did you have a favorite concert in 2005? ummm maybe

28) Did you drink a lot of alchohol in 2005? haha, let's not go there.

29) Did you do a lot of drugs in 2005? not a lot of drugs.

30) Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year? meh.

31) What was the worst lie someone told you in 2005? "Things will be the same."

32) Did you treat somebody badly in 2005? mm hmm

33) Did somebody treat you badly in 2005? mm hmm

34) How much money did you spend in 2005? too much

35) What was your proudest moment of 2005? um, not too sure.

36) What was your most embarrassing moment of 2005? lots of 'em.

37) If you could go back in time to any moment of 2005 and change something, what would it be? staying in the u.k.

38) What are your plans for 2006? Having a lot of fun, and making it go by QUICKLY.

melexxx @ 2005-12-06T16:10:00

2005-12-06T21:16:42Z

I just had a temper tantrum for the first time in a while.

It was because i regretted saying yes to working (taking a shift for someone), because i have SOOO much to do.

But i'm a big push over sometimes, and felt bad. ARGH.

Anyway i have a potentially awesome weekend i thought i'd brag about.

Friday:

Drive to Barrie, leave my vehicle at david's and take the bus (10 am) from Barrie
Get to union station, take the subway to the science center (body works exhibit) woooooooooo!
Spend most of my day with t-oan wandering the streets of toronto/ x-mas shopping
Against me! and the epoxies concert at the opera house 8'oclock

Sylvia (tony's ma) picking us up afterwards, and dropping me off in Barrie

Saturday-

sleep in,(at david's), hang out with him, probably consisting of nintendo and some smooches
hair cut at 3! fuckkkkkkkkkkk ya!
toronto again!? what!? free concert?! what!? MAYBE
if not toronto, hangouts with david and friends! good times
sleep over pt. 2 at davids

Sunday-

wake up nice and early
drive home early
work on project all day. GROSS!

I'm excited. I like good weekends.

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
&hearts;

melexxx @ 2005-11-28T12:28:00

2005-11-28T19:12:47Z

Name:	Melanie Helene Bristow-Hill
Birthdate:	February 21st
Birthplace:	Collingwood
Current Location:	See Above..ugh.
Eye Color:	Greeny/Grey
Hair Color:	Dark Brown
Height:	5'2
Weight:	umm not exactly sure. i don't wanna know..haha
Piercings:	belly button/ears
Tatoos:	not yet
Boyfriend/Girlfriend:	Um, i have a special boy in my life.
Overused Phraze:	"ugh" "cute" "sup dawg" haha i'm amazing
*FAVORITES*
Food:	Pita's, sandwhiches in general
Candy:	Sour Patch Kids
Number:	21, 2, 1 , 12, i'm creative.
Color:	green or turqouise or sea foamishhh
Animal:	kittys or penquins
Drink:	diet pepsi, or coffee
Alcohol Drink:	probbbably tequila or beeers
Bagel:	multi-grain with butter, swiss cheese and cucs
Letter:	S or A
Body Part on Opposite sex:	hip bones/eyes
*This or That*
Pepsi or Coke:	diet pepsi please
McDonalds or BurgerKing:	Harveys
Strawberry or Watermelon:	Watermelon
Hot tea or Ice tea:	Hot hot hot!
Chocolate or Vanilla	Depends on what it is.
Hot Chocolate or Coffee:	coffee
Kiss or Hug:	Both!
Dog or Cat:	Kitty
Rap or Punk:	ugh.
Summer or Winter:	Both!
Scary Movies or Funny Movies:	Both!
Love or Money:	Love!
*YOUR...*
Bedtime:	depends anywhere between 8 and 3
Most Missed Memory:	summer
Best phyiscal feature:	i kind of like my lips
First Thought Waking Up:	ughhh what time is it?
Goal for this year:	to do well in school!
Best Friends:	Natski is my soulmate
Weakness:	Pita's, Diet Pepsi.
Fears:	Amputation, Showering home alone, Cults
Heritage:	hahhaha peurto rican, actually though, english?
Longest relationship:	2 yearsish
*HAVE YOU...*
Ever Drank:	hahaha NO!
Ever Smoked:	not ciggarettes
Pot:	ugh.
Ever been Drunk:	ugh.
Ever been beaten up:	nahh dawg, i'm a lover.
Ever beaten someone up:	told Taylor Abbott i wanted to fight him
Ever Shoplifted:	unfortunately
Ever Skinny Dipped:	love it.
Ever Kissed Opposite sex:	ewww, yes.
Been Dumped Lately:	nope.
*IN A GUY/GIRL*
Favorite Eye Color:	Green, or Brown
Favorite Hair Color:	Dark.
Short or Long:	hair? i don't care, just not crazy death metal hair please.
Height:	taller.
Style:	whatever. nerdy.
Looks or Personality:	Personality, who says looks?
Hot or Cute	Hot and Cute.
Drugs and Alcohol:	sure, just not intense drugs please.
Muscular or Really Skinny:	Skinny!
*RANDOMS*
Number of Regrets in the Past:	regrets suck.
What country do you want to Visit:	every.
How do you want to Die:	fufilled.
Been to the Mall Lately:	naw, i'm broke.
Do you like Thunderstorms:	hells yeah.
Get along with your Parents:	fully.
Health Freak:	i like to think i am at times, but no, not really.
Do you think your Attractive:	i'm not hideous.
Believe in Yourself:	yeah.
Want to go to College:	Uni.
Do you Smoke:	Nope.
Do you Drink:	Yep.
Shower Daily:	Nope.
Been in Love:	Yep.
Do you Sing:	Love to, doesn't mean i'm remotely good.
Want to get Married:	Can't wait.
Do you want Children:	Can't wait.
Have your future kids names planned out:	haha, i like a couple names.
Age you wanna lose your Virginity:	ugh.
Hate anyone:	nope!
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

melexxx @ 2005-11-09T21:21:00

2005-11-10T02:21:46Z

i have REALLY good news.

i found AND revived my talking nano.

god damnitt i missed her.

♥

religion class is boring.

2005-10-31T16:19:15Z

INFORMATION
1. name: melanie
2. single or taken: single
3. sex: female
4. bday: february 21st
5. sign: pisces18. eye color: green
9. shoe size: 4 or 5
10. height: 5'2/5'3

RELATIONSHIPS
1. who are your best friends?: a couple.
2. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: heck no.
3. do you have a crush?: heck ya.

HAVE YOU EVER
1. given anyone a bath?: uh, nope.
2. smoked?: not ciggaretes
3. bungee jumped?: naw dawg.
4. made yourself throw up?: while intoxicated.
5. skinny dipped?: love it
6: ever been in love?: i think so.
7. made yourself cry to get out of trouble? maybe
8. pictured your crush naked: ha!
9. actually seen your crush naked?: HAHA!
10. cried when someone died?: mm hmm
11. lied: ughhh you've got to be kidding me
12. fallen for your best friend?: haha, nope.
13. been rejected?: more than liekly.
14. rejected someone?: heck yea.
15. used someone?: not excessively.
16. done something you regret?: i try not to.
CURRENT
clothes: haggard halloween costume, i look amazing.
music: i'm in religion class.
make-up: smudged red lipstick?
smell: stank.
favorite artist: musical or actual? art art, um david figereoua
favorite group: std.
cd in player: 3...ashlee, metric, std.
dvd in player: garden state
color of toenails: au natural.

LAST PERSON
you touched: nathan schaly.
hugged: natski.
you imed: scotty last eve.
you kissed: let's not talk about this.
you yelled at: aaron.

DO YOU HAVE/HAVE YOU:
1. Studded belt : hahaha a couple
2. Dyed black hair : have, gross.
3. Thick rimed glasses : yup, armani bitches.
4. Tight shirts/pants : some are?
5. Gaudy belt buckle : nope.
6. Clothing bought from a thrift store : who doesn't?
7. Having hair with bangs longer than the rest : gross.
8. Trucker hats : grosser.
9. Messenger bag : mm hmm.
10. Livejournal/Myspace/Friendster account: lj, and myspace.
11. Saucony/New Balance/Converse shoes : converse
12. Mountain climbing key thingy: uh, nope.
13. X'd up mosh gloves: HAAAHAH
14. Scarf : a few/
15. Referring to bands as acronym: when i'm lazy.
16. Vegan diet: hells no.
17. Vegetarian diet: hells yes.
18. Food Not Bombs participation: no.
19. Straight edge: screw that noise.
20. Aspiring photographer: no.
21. Using adj from the late 80's/early 90's (i.e. rad, gnarly, rockin', etc.): haha i'm from collingwood.
22. Pins/buttons : i do own some, yes.
23. Plugs/body piercing : not a lot.
24. Vinyl collection : my moms.
25. Moldy Peaches fan : no dice.
26. Liking metal seriously: gross
27. Liking metal core : anything ending in core is lame.
28. Reading books over: yeah.
29. Riding a bike : and falling off drunk, yeah!
30. Participating in "the mosh" : you're funny
31. Tea aficionado : no dice.
32. Writing poetry : not poetry.
33. Attended 50 shows or more in a year : probably not, once again i'm from c-world.
34. Attending hellfest : heck no.
35. Being in a band : always.

melexxx @ 2005-10-13T19:52:00

2005-10-13T23:54:56Z

Today, while waiting for my mom to pick me up from work i was completely satisfied.

I don't think satisfied is the right word to describe my feeling but, it's as accurate as i think i can get expressing it with words.

There's just something about drury, dark, fall days that i love.

Depressing to some, but to me...just sheer ugh!

I love it. Adding Radiohead, a nice warm tuque and my coat helped out a bit too.

Love.

melexxx @ 2005-10-11T16:33:00

2005-10-11T20:34:08Z

somone take me to kanye west?

PLEASE!!!!

melexxx @ 2005-10-07T13:00:00

2005-10-07T17:22:47Z

1.First best friend: Carly Borsma Patton and Joshua James <3
2.First car: soon to come! cherry red 91' chrystler plymouth van! haha! amazing.
3.First real kiss: hah Matty Muguirk grade 6
4.First break-up: Real break up? This year.
5.First screen name: probably ~!@#@ M3|@/\/!3 ~!@~!!~ or something stupid...
6.First self-purchased album: i think... TLC- crazy/sexy/cool
7.First funeral: Great Grandma Rumble.
8.First pets: Charlie the cat.
9.First piercing/Tattoos: ears/na
10.First credit card: Mastercard! Last year.
12.First enemy: Kaitlyn Shields, awful.
13.First big trip: um, probably Disney Land when i was like 7...
14.First music you remember hearing in your house: Genesis, or Garth Brooks! ahhah once again, awful...

LASTS:

1.Last cigarette: never, ever.
2.Last car ride: brought home from schoool, around 12.
3.Last kiss: on my cheek today.
4.Last good cry: too long ago.
5.Last library book checked out: summerish time, some philosophy book
6.Last movie seen in theatres: Corpse Bride
7.Last beverage drank: Large Double-Double. mmmmm.
8.Last food consumed: hearty-vegetable soup!
9.Last crush: god, i consist of crushes.
10.Last phone call: Natalie yesterday.
11.Last time showered: Last night.
12.Last shoes worn: I wore my volcom slippers today, it was P.J day!
13.Last item bought: some yoga pants, and two v-neck longsleeves.
14.Last annoyance: my cat.
15.Last time wanting to die: that's for suckers.
16.Last time scolded:ugh, i don't know?

RELATIONSHIPS:

1.Who are your best friends?: Natalie, Kelly, Tony and Berg. (Becca and Hills are my "core" friends though, we'll never grow apart)
2.Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:nope.

FASHION/STUFF:

1.Where is your favorite place to shop? H&M, Gap, Urban Outfitters, and Artizia.
2.Any tattoos or piercing?: yep, ears and bellybutton.

SPECIFICS:

1.Do you do drugs? not really..
2.What kind of shampoo do you use? various kinds.
3.What are you most scared of? snakes, personal amputation and being force fed hard alchohol
4.What are you listening to right now? Old, Old Blink 182
5.Where do you want to get married? depends.
6.How many buddies are online? 84
7.What would you change about yourself? older facial features, and skinnier thighs.

FAVORITES:

1.Color: Green
2.Food: sandwhiches
3.Girls Names: danica, elly, grace
4.Boys Names: tosh, owen, max
5.Subjects in school: english, social sciences,media english
6.Animals: cats, penguins and hippos.
7.Sports: snowboarding? is that a sport?

HAVE YOU EVER?

1.Given anyone a bath? uhh a dog? a baby?
2.Smoked? nope
3.Bungee jumped? naww
4.Made yourself throw up?: uh-huh
5.Skinny-dipped? many a times.
6.Been in love? don't wanna go there.
7.Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? haha, probably
8.Pictured your crush naked? hahahaha, tried to?
9.Seen your crush naked? ughhh hahaha
10.Cried when someone died? yes
11.Lied? what kind of question is that even?
12.Fallen for your best friend? noooo
13.Been rejected?: several times.
14.Rejected someone?: hahaha. ugh.
15.Used someone? no, using is for suckas.
16.Done something you regret? i've stopped doing that.

CURRENT:

1.Clothes? yoga pants, big t-shirt
2.Music? still old blink
3.Make-up? eff that.
4.Annoyance? kitty still...
5.Smell? coffee
6.Favorite artist? Saves the day
7.Desktop picture? prom.
8.Book your reading? nothing presently.
9.Cd in player? Biggie, Metric, Mixed.
10.Dvd in player? uh, not sure.
11.Color of toenails? purpleish.

LAST PERSON:

1.You touched? mommmm
2.Hugged? mom
3.You imed? Josh
4.You kissed? Matt's cheek.

ARE YOU:

1.Understanding? Try to be.
2.Open-minded? Usually.
3.Arrogant? hellz nooo.
4.Insecure? at times.
5.Interesting? Kind of?
6.Hungry? nope.
7.Smart?: fairly.
8.Moody?: at times.
9.Hardworking? yep.
10.Organized? kind of.
11.Healthy? partially.
12.Shy? nah.
13.Attractive? depends on who's the beholder i guess.
14.Bored easily? yeah.
15.Responsible? yep!
16.Obsessed? uh with diet pepsi? yes!
17.Angry? ugh, ALWAYS. not.
19.Disapointed? not currently.
20.Happy? mostly.
18.Sad? no.
21.Hyper? nope.
22.Trusting? yeah, i think so
23.Talkative? too
24.Legal? depends.

WHO DO YOU WANNA:

1.Kill? noooone.
2.Slap? a couple dummies.
3.Get high with? your mom.
4.Look like? whatever.
5.Talk to offline? hahaha lame.
6.Talk to online? see above.
7.Hang out with? My bed.

RANDOM:

1.In the morning I am: sleeping in.
2.All I need is: caffeine, diet pepsi, and sweet hangouts.
3.Love is: all you need.
4.I dream about: getting the shit out of here.

WHICH IS BETTER?

1.Coke or Pepsi: diet pepsi only.
2.Flowers or Candy: sour patch kids.
3.Tall or short: gargonchuan.
4.Liquor or beer? Both?

RANDOM:

1.What do you notice first: shoes.
2.Last person you danced with: um Nathan Schaly!
3.Worst question to ask: "What do you have to drink?" (in regards to cinema)
4.Who makes you laugh the most? Natalie, Berg.
5.Who makes you smile: a lot of people.
6.Who gives you a funny feeling: your mom.
7.Who do you have a crush on: a lot of everyone?
8.Who has a crush on you: uh, no idea.

DO YOU EVER?:

1.Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone to IM you: hahaha NO. 2.Save conversations: if they're hilarious.
3.Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: at times
4.Wish you were younger: no, not in the least.
5.Cry because someone said something to you: yeah.

NUMBER:

1.Of times i have had my heart broken: um, none yet.
2.Of hearts i have broken: don't think anyone.
3.Of guys i've kissed: too many.
4.Of girls i've kissed: 1 too many. UGHHHHHH.
5.Of continents i have lived in: one!
6.Of tight friends: 4 - 6
7.Of cds i own?: quite a few.
8.Of scars on body: lots!

melexxx @ 2005-09-17T10:29:00

2005-09-17T14:42:11Z

A - AGE: 16

B - BAND LISTENING TO MOST RECENTLY: Kanye West

C - CRUSH: everyone.

D - DAD'S NAME: Jimmy

E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: Nata.

F - FAVORITE BAND: Saves The Day

G - GUMMY BEARS OR WORMS: worms..

H - HOMETOWN: Collingwood

I - INSTRUMENT: piano, guitar, chello

J - JUICE: Red Five Alive/O.J/Grapefruit

K - KIDS: can't wait!

L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: C'wood to Hudson Bay (Moosonee)

M - MOM'S NAME: Cheryl

N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 0

O - ONE WISH: That i get my g2 first try!

P - PHOBIA(S): uhhhh personal amputation, showering home alone, being force fed alchohol?hahaha

Q - (FAVORITE) QUOTE: I have quite a few, but the first to pop into my head,
"I'm okay with being unimpressive, i sleep better."

R - REASON TO SMILE: Life.

S - SEXUAL POSITION: Your Mom...in bed! OH SHIT!

T - TIME YOU WAKE UP: depends!

U - UNKNOWN FACT ABOUT ME: uhhh i can't sleep without socks?

V - VEGETABLE YOU HATE: uh i love them all.

W - WORST HABIT(S): nail biting, exaggerating.

X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: Teeth, Foot, Wrist, Hand, Tummy(ultra-sound*NOT FOR PREGNANCY DUMMIES*) yup!

Y - YUMMY FOOD: I pretty much just love food.

Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Pisces

melexxx @ 2005-09-03T19:58:00

2005-09-03T23:59:28Z

guess who fucking lost a bag with $120 worth of artizia shirts?

YUP.

I FUCKING SUCK!

BLEHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! </3

2005-09-01T13:05:20Z

UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

HE'S GONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

I'm fucking bummed.

It's weird how attatched you can become.

I'm seeing him in 15 days...which is a lot...but a shit load better then Thanksgiving!

God, it's officially hit me that everyone's gone, and it fucking blows.

My language sucks right now. I'm getting dumb. Over-substanced.

I need to go to school for a number of reasons.

Can't waitttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt.

UGH.

I LOVE YOU ALL, I'm Sorry for being so shitty.

<3

Ps. Berg and my last words...

Me: *standing at the door bawling my face off, giving him the peace sign*
Him: *rolls down the window of his car* "Baby, you're so beautiful. You give like totally the hottest peace signs ever....LOVE YOU BABY!"
Me: *a slurred speech of cries and giggles*

It won't be the same without him!

Thanks Britton, This is WAY too cute.

2005-08-25T03:45:35Z

melexxx @ 2005-08-14T13:20:00

2005-08-14T17:22:54Z

As much as i want this work load to be gone...

I don't want summer to.

Everyone leaving in the next few weeks will be taking big pieces of my heart with them.

It'll be hard to manage...

Wow, i wonder how this year will go...

boreddddddddddd.

2005-07-18T04:32:53Z

A - AGE:sixteeeeeen

B - BAND LISTENING TO MOST RECENTLY: Metric.

C - CRUSH: eirikjamesbrandondunlop.

D - DAD'S NAME: James 'DinkyDuncan' Hill hahaha :)

E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: Natzki, Bergyd.

F - FAVORITE BAND: Saves the day!

G - GUMMY BEARS OR WORMS: Gummy worms.

H - HOMETOWN: Collingwood. Ugh.

I - INSTRUMENT: in the past...keyboard,alto-sax, percussion, guitar, recorder.
in the future...piano, guitar, harmonica!

J - JUICE: ummm orange, or grapefruit. OR cranberry mixed with ginger-ale.

K - KIDS: eventually

L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: up north, it was REAL long.

M - MOM'S NAME: Cheryl 'chey-rock' Bristow.

N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: notta.

O - ONE WISH: constant love and happiness

P - PHOBIA(S): snakes, showering home alone, broken elevators, dark water, reckless driving

Q - (FAVORITE) QUOTE: not sure, there's a lot.

R - REASON TO SMILE: being alive.

S - SEXUAL POSITION: ughh

T - TIME YOU WAKE UP: depends.

U - UNKNOWN FACT ABOUT ME: i can't sleep earlier then 12 a.m

V - VEGETABLE YOU HATE: hmm mushrooms

W - WORST HABIT(S): Flirting,over-thinking, gossiping, procrastinating, biting my nails

X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: teeth, foot, hand, tummy (ultrasound) not for pregnancy sicko's!

Y - YUMMY FOOD: pretty much everything excluding beef, mayonaise and tomatoes.

Z - ZODIAC SIGN: pisces

stupid september.

2005-07-18T03:30:10Z

i hate being so young sometimes.

not that i want to get ahead of myself or anything, at all...it's just my timing with everything is so screwed up.

friends, ambitions, him, my mind-set...

sure, this doesn't apply to every single thing in my life, but a lot of it.

i hate having to watch people leave over, and over again....

especially ones so close to me...it's depressing really.

i'm so excited for everyone, don't get me wrong...

i'm being selfish and feeling sorry for myself, but we all get a turn right?

dear september,

never arrive, ok?

yours truly, melanie xo.

melexxx @ 2005-07-16T17:57:00

2005-07-16T21:59:34Z

muggy drury day

+

PMS

+

constant thoughts of him leaving

+

elliot smith

+

every other shitty thought in my head

=

a really emotional melanie.

melexxx @ 2005-07-06T11:55:00

2005-07-07T04:08:18Z

Thirteen random things you like:

01) minus the bear
02) people
03) passion
04) gin
05) diet pepsi
06) summer nights with breezes and lots of stars
07) mascara
08) nose kisses
09) crickets/fireflys
10) laughing my face off
11) pitas
12) sleeping with loads of blankets with the window open
13) kitties

Twelve random things you want:

01) contacts
02) a week off
03) cute clothes
04) nice hair
05) a trip
06) my addiction to diet pepsi to slow down
07) my digital camera to work
08) a pool
09) to see everyone
10) have a movie fest
11) host a barbeque
12) my liscence

Eleven good bands/artists:

01) Minus The Bear
02) Saves the Day
03) the arcade fire
04) Black Eyed Peas
05) Talib Kweli
06) The Pettit Project
07) Coldplay
08) Jack Johnson
09) Sarah Harmer
10) Hayden
11) The Killers

Ten things about you...physically:
01) short.
02) dark hair.
03) tannedish.
04) glasses.
05) shortest legs ever
06) abnormally small feet
07) average looking.
08) little kiddish.
09) snobby loooking apparently.(unfortunately)
10) greeeeeen eyes.

Nine thoughts:

01) fuck i work tomorrow.
02) ii am so friggin tired
03) so happy my computers back.
04) my god i miss everyone.
05) can't wait for this weekend
06) ugh cannnnnnnnnnt wait to get my digi back
07) damn my eyes hurt
08) i'm so comfy right now
09) an espresso post chai latte would be amazing right now

Eight favorite foods/drinks:

01) diet pepsi
02) bow-tie pasta
03) chicken breast and falafel pitas
04) baba ganouj
05) gin
06) flatbreads with pasta sauce
07) water
08) medeterainian pizza

Seven things you wear daily:
01) glasses
02) a hair elastic.
03) a half ass belly button ring
04) a smile hahahaha ugh.
05) bobby pins
06) jeans or skirts.
07) a whistle (lifeguarding/instructing) hahaha

Six things that annoy you:

01) dripping fawcetts
02) working so much
03) overloading myself
05) missing people
06) hangovers

Five things you touch everyday:
01) my face
02) someone.
03) my hair.
04) my alarm clock.
05) my fridge (faaaaaatttttttty haha)

Four shows you watch:
01) ellen
02) the o.c
03) law and order
04) ready or not

Three people you have a crush on:
01) seth cohen
02) eirik dunlop
03) a bajillion other individuals.

Two things you hate:

01) showering home alone.
02) mopping floors

One thing you love:
01)loving love.